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my sister was the one saying she hated me from the day i was born and never wanted to be related to me and she was the one who said "if any of her relationships broke up she would take it out on us" her family which she did every single time and if she has made her parents and me dislike her its her own fault, just like how she was always saying her partners said degrodating things about us then its her own fault that we don't like them. I never loved david. I was meeting far more hotter younger and older men then him when I was at college and university and working and while I probably didn't have what it took to date them and they made it clear to me I was out of their league, it still remains I never broke up her marriage to david.

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my sister was the one saying she hated me from the day i was born and never wanted to be related to me and she was the one who said "if any of her relationships broke up she would take it out on us" her family which she did every single time and if she has made her parents and me dislike her its her own fault, just like how she was always saying her partners said degrodating things about us then its her own fault that we don't like them. I never loved david. I was meeting far more hotter younger and older men then him when I was at college and university and working and while I probably didn't have what it took to date them and they made it clear to me I was out of their league, it still remains I never broke up her marriage to david.
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