"I let a married woman ten years older than me seduce and flunk me. I'm married too. I felt nothing. No guilt. No joy after. I did it because I'm a man whore. This happens to me often.
I told her that this was not about love, but she is obsessed about me and has written intense emails. So I told her my wife found out and will tell if we continue to communicate.
That ended that.
I'm antisocial and nobody knows but me. I just don't feel bad.