"I have loved you since I was 16. You were the first boy I met that cared, was fun and didn't treat me like dirt. I dream of you sexually every night even though i have a boyfriend. So many times I have tried to confess it but I am gutless. I will always love you and your cute smile and the way I feel when I hug you. Your scent makes me feel so alive. I wish I could just admit this to you"