"Older Man & Gay
Ever since about November 2011, I started to text a gay guy who is 3 years older than I. And now every time he texts me anything dirty, or calls me a cute name, I get this wet feeling down in my pants and I smile. I asked him out several times, and since he's gay, he said no each time. I tell everyone in school that he's my boyfriend. But I dont want to "break-up" with him at school because I really love him and I do wish he was mine. I feel like an idiot for liking him, but he says its okay for me to like him. Do you know what it is like to love someone so much and have them not love you back? How do I stop this? How can I get the thought of us dating out of my head? Please Help"