"Wish it wasn't fake
Tonight my school had a murder mystery. My character was having an affair with a u.s. senator, a guy one grade ahead of me. Throughout the night we fought over things like him needing me to be more discreet and we'd flirt and yell and it was just fun. And I realized that I was getting so excited and really liking our interactions, liking him. I was so... almost turned on. It was all fake though. There's nothing there. But I loved the feeling of pretending that there was."