"i cant stand this pain. everything
i cant stand this pain.
everything inside of me just wants to break into pieces.
i look at people.smiling, happy.
with friends and living their life, like theres no tomorrow.
i wish i could be them.
be happy, with myself.
i sit here, thinking that these people are better than me.
knowing they are.
that im nothing compared to them.
i pray that life will get better, and ill finally be able to live in my own skin.
its been 5 years.
i want to die.
i hate myself."