"get out of my mind
im so sick of thinking about you all the time. i have put you on a pedestal and you have not left it even though you dont deserve to be on it. and i know you dont deserve to be on it but i keep you there. and i dont know why.
what is it about you that i like so much? i dont get it. and i dont want to like you. because we could never be together. and to keep replaying everything in my mind is absolute torture."