"we have a little balcony looking over some of the beach but I am too afraid to go into the surf for a swim but we go shopping. I would love a massage but the hot spa was nice. it is a really nice resort. But I feel so sad and in physical pain I have to hide it for my mother. I am going to another one and a european holiday I have to save more for and want a job so bad to help pay for it cuz if I don't do it now I might never. I desperately hope to meet a man from overseas with a lot more charm compared to most men I have met, the funny thing is we are in the resort were my mother went to see the uk queen and prince Philip waved at her when she was 20. I have cooked making salmon and we bought too much food. "