"I think I have some sort of crazy feelings for an old crush. I realize thinking and dreaming about others is no big deal in a relationship and I know I'd never cheat but dreaming about him for three months seems insane. However, it's also been almost two months since I've seen my ex-boyfriend. He told me he was sick but yet I caught him out with a friend. These crazy dreams could be just because I'm lonely and because of the fights I had with my ex. In my dreams he tells me he quit smoking and getting drunk and only wants me. I'm not trying to offend anybody who does these things but I don't do those things. Yesterday my dream was that I rode my bike in high heels to meet him near the mall. It's especially ironic because when I first met him he was taller then me. Now I'm taller."