"Lonely and stressed
I just feel really lonely. Last week I started summer break, going into my senior year of highschool. So far I applied to four jobs but not one of them has even called me back for an interview. Due to this I have nothing to do and I'm scared to reach out to my friends because I feel like they don't really want to be friends with me. I've been researching colleges and it's just stressing me out, I still don't really know what I want to do with my life. My dad and step mom keep pressuring me to get a job and research colleges (which I 100% understand, I fully intend to do both) but for some reason thinking about those things make me so scared. I don't think I'm ready to "grow up" yet and I just feel lost. I've changed so much since I was little, and I just wish I could go back to the way things used to be. I wish I had at least one person I felt like I could talk to, just to get things off my chest and have some one I could joke around with."