"my mum says men are bloody useless, she said dad was like is still like having another child to raise but with adhd and their both got a form of autism. it runs in both families without a doubt. I have seen it for years and I even told a therapist I felt I had some of it. my dyslexia and panic disorders and can't settle anywhere in a job, can make or keep relationships, and most of that is when I was young I was very forgiving but I am not now. something can't be forgiven and that is that. I only care about forgiving myself and that is all that I concern myself on that topic. its up to others to live with themselves and to forgive themselves its not up to me to forgive people who have harmed and wronged me. god will sort them out."