I can't decide whether or not to leave my husband. I don't think I love him anymore. We have been together since I was 15 years. but for children either. I don't trust him and he has no ambition in life. However, I am a teacher and don't make much money. I am not sure how to get out of this marriage. I am just sick to my stomach every day. I want to go and take on of the kids but then I worry about who my daughters will steal from me now that they are pubescent and could cut my sexual bubble down with men I like and steal them from me behind my back. maybe I should leave them with him and just go, but then there will always be another younger girl to be fearful of."