"this goes back some time ago now, I had wondered why things were so different when I got back home for a short stay after my miscarriage and separation of course I don't know who the father is of my child seeing I fooled around some, but my mother- and fem-father came out- she and he - gay! so why am I not caring or happy for hershehe? hoped I would accept. she and he would have an excuse to commit suicide... less than a year later. however, I am still looking for an excuse. :-/ and can't find one other that I have always been a awful mother and sex about as often as I can with whatever rough rebel black with tatts whonsome is about on isles coast."