"Soon wouldn't be quick enough
My husband should drop dead. He left me an insurance policy that will keep myself and our children OK.
I also think he's having an affair, or wants to.
I just called him to see what is up and he got mad at me.
I have wanted him to have what he wants whether it be the car he wants, or other guy toys he covets, but I have told him I am not sharing him with another woman.
I am so angry at him I wish he would die of a painful heart attack in that damn car he always wanted.
This is sad for me to want this, I know. He hurt me so bad."