"I am still in love with a doctor. I want to have him but I want to marry another man I don't know if either one love me. I like them both a lot. but one is married and the other is single and never has ever asked me out or wanted sex while the married guy has sort of shown me he might like me but he was my doctor. I would love to have sex with him and marry him but also I love this other guy and he ignores me. I like him but think I am too old for him."