life is passing me by and all I have is myself to hold on to...

there has never been anyone good enough to hold on to, some hang around and annoy me til I tell them piss off. I told everyone to piss off when I got really sick and well I have stopped now I tell them all to just fuck off and die already! when I was sick no one cared anyway. all these hangers on never gave a toss when I was sick or hurting they just dragged me down and I had to get rid of them. I think I have got rid of everyone good and bad in my life because they just never live up to what I expect out of them. no one has ever lived up to my needs or met my needs. so I just do, I have learnt to go without and make do with no one. and I am not a jolly person only youth made me look that because I was stupid enough to believe that some how it would all work out and I would meet some nice man in my 20s and I would get that nice job somewhere but now I realise that I had nothing to offer a job or person and this town has never had a thing good to offer me. the people are just complet scuz!

By Anonymous on General,