i really can appreciate this someone called ken who raped me and his helper called...

doret have been doing some of what you are saying to me, even down to getting me to buy a massage/beauty therapy table as they were wanting me to be like her and looking back I can now see that they were working together abusing me and I just want it to stop and I am starting to recover and get help. she was always saying if i bring up a topic means i am drawing it in and i had never been told this before and i think it was just them using some witchcraft and the more I "out" them it is helping me, because they are projecting the wrong things on me. I think victims can end up fighting off and he was using names like -a bunny poet to get to me and stupid things like associated word patterns that don't make sense. thanks for this. its awaking. I mean I never wanted to be like doret, she might want to be like me but she can't be and I can't be her. i didn't sign up to be like doret and I never asked to be like her and I dont want to and I can't be forced to either - she had nothing to teach me at all. she was a crazy nutcase making money from weak vulnerable abused people under the guise of spiritual counselling. but she took more then she gave! other the bullying ! they believed themselves to be some power gamer and doret and ken were both very crazy and aggressive as well as passive aggressive and manipulative and witchy. that just shows their lack of authenticness. they sure like the copycat syndrome but I just like my cats, not copycat rubbish. i want to cry and let go of dorets FAT she has thrown at me!!! I didn't know about Charaka and i have to say she made me sicker after seeing her then feeling healthy and loved. I only tried this spiritual healing stuff because I was emotionally hurting deeply like crying myself to sleep every night for about 14 years I was too shy to do massage and be naked and I met this ken guy while seeing her and she was having sexual relations with at least 1 of her female client's boyfriends and she had this attitude of "I deserve a few witchy amusements!" she got me to close my eyes and she did some symbol on me and then i noticed bad things happening. I woud like some advice. I am not showing off or narcissistic just need some genuine support.

By Anonymous on General,