I actually I don't feel that way, I refusse to feel guilty about this,...

like I told my mum about it and I said to her I refuse to feel guilty for what i did as a little girl of 4 or 8 or whatever due to a dirty old pedo sliming in my head and over playing doctors and nurses games or older kids playing those games or them playing mummies and daddies games with sexual play in them, to some degree it was innocent child cureosity and normal child sexual exploration. you can't protect kids from everything they find out about sex bit by bit and copy with little boyfriends and girlfriends as they grow up. i did with other boys even at school when i was 10 a boyfrind I had drown and i never got over that. if i had gone and played with him that day maybe he wouldn't have gone alone playing up around the water tower, we used to go for walks in the park and hold hands and kiss and share little lunch at school with him and his brother. i am not going to kill myself or live in guilt over these things for the rest of my life. that is not fair

By Anonymous on General,