"I want to leave and never come back. I really want to start a new life completely independent. I want to feel in control for once....I want to be the person making my decisions and deciding whether or not they are good or bad. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE A NOTE AND DISAPPEAR FOR A FEW YEARS......I've always wanted to go to japan. I'd like to experience it's culture...but getting there is so expensive. I still want to leave."