"My birthday is tomorrow, and for the first time in my life I'll spend it all alone. My family is 200+ miles away, and my father just told me he is moving to california tomorrow. It is my first year in college and I have social anxiety that stopped me from going out and making friends when everyone else was. Now everybody is cliqued up and I am all alone. The worst part is knowing I still have a semester left in this hellhole. I used to have a 6 pack from varsity sports and be ripped and confident, now I am pudgy and alone."