From reddit: Want to know why I'm a drug addict and why I hate myself?
"Because Im a pedophile.
Wanna know what else? Im attracted to my 8 year old sister. I hate myself for it. I hate me. Ive wished to be dead for over 10 years now when my pedophilia started to emerge.
I do reckless stuff because its the only way I can escape my mind for a second. Stealing, speeding, fighting, drugs. Because in those moments, its j..."