From reddit: I'm a God damn pedophile and I will eventually kill myself
"I can't bare this burden much longer. I hate me, I wish I was dead, never born. Even if I've never acted on my urges, the very fact that I have the urges makes me hate myself. I'm severely depressed and my family notices, they ask me what's wrong and of course I have to lie. My mom who is my best friend tells me all the time that I can tell her any..."