From reddit: I'm not that fat, have extreme trouble getting fit, and I hate myself for how I look.
"I am extremely unhealthy. I'm not that fat, but just enough that I can put food or cans on my stomach as a table. It's extremely depressing and I hate myself for it.
I also hate myself for hating myself.
I will, within the next few days, start dieting. I ordered the stuff I need to get healthy, since I constantly try to diet, but lose hope withi..."