From reddit: I hate what I have become and the person I am becoming.
"I feel as though I am becoming more bitter, cynical, and an overall worse person as the years pass. The main reason I can think of is that I find myself to be a failure and I worry that I am going down a dark path based on those feelings. I believe that I used to give people the benefit of the doubt more than I do now. I feel I am quicker to blame ..."